๑۩۞۩๑ Jimmy ๑۩۞۩๑

Hedley - Invincible

2011-10-16T18:20:00.002+08:00

Took a long hard look at my life
Lost my way while I was fighting the tide
A big black cloud, stormy sky
Followed me while I was living a lie

So heartless, so selfish
So in darkness
When all your nights are starless
You’re running out of hope
But I found the strength inside to see
Found the better part of me
And I’ll never let it go

I’ve come a long, long way
Made a lot of mistakes
But I'm breathing, breathing
That’s right and I mean it, mean it
This time I'm a little run down
I've been living out loud
I can beat it, beat it
That’s right cause I'm feeling, feeling
Invincible

When you’re gone for days
On your own
Tear your heart out
Just to find a way home
I’ve been so high
I sunk so low
I’ve come so far
With nothing to show for it

Mistaken
I got so good a taking
But now I’m tired of faking
You’re stories getting old

But I found the strength inside to see
Found the better part of me
And I’ll never let it go

I’ve come a long, long way.
Made a lot of mistakes
But I'm breathing, breathing.
That’s right I mean it, mean it
This time I'm a little run down,
I've been living out loud.
I can beat it, beat it,
That’s right cause I'm feeling, feeling,
Invincible

I’m not the only one
That crashed into the sun
And lived to fight another day
Like a supernova
That’ll light things over
I’m here to stay

Now I’m gonna be
Invincible
Yeah na na
Invincible

I’ve come a long, long way.
Made a lot of mistakes
But I'm breathing, breathing.
That’s right and I mean it, mean it
This time I'm a little run down,
I've been living out loud.
I can beat it, beat it,
That’s right cause I'm feeling, feeling,
Invincible

2010-05-15T21:27:00.002+08:00

Ohyea~ Im doing fine with my poly life.
I made many frens and im getting well along with them .
And the best thing is , I Got In ForeignBodies DanceCrew!
It was really unexpected for me to pass the audition .
Practice will start next week , I guess.
But the bad thing is, My grades will be falling
Becuz there are alot of information I dun understand at all.
Everything is so cheem to me . Its so darn damn difficult, literally.
Hope I can pass the tests and exams..
& thrs a presentation next week about my Goals! fkfkfk.
Got to try my best anyway.

I've moved to my new house today! wee~
There are no I_____ neighbours anymore!!! ( I dun wana be a racist )
Its all Chinese people now x)
My home is bigger and I like the overall colours .
My room basically will be Anime+Gundam room.
It will be full of anime/animation Posters , Figurines , Gundam Models.
Ive set up the posters and I bought one Gundam Exia today .
Next will be more gundams and Anime Figurines :D
HongWei and Zhiyew visited my new home today
& I guess they prefer my new home than my old home .
Hmm, ima go find sheet music now , byebye ~
OH , one more thing, I decided not to change my blogskin till a later date
Im a Big Fat Liar ! My Pants are on fire !! LOOOOOOOOL .

2010-05-05T22:31:00.002+08:00

Watched Ipman 2 with frens today and it was great.
Enjoyed the day with them (:
Ticket price=$7.50, HelloPanda choco=$1.05,
Mentos 4in1=$2, Connverse Green shoes lace=$3.90 .
hmm... Worth it!
LOL ,so random. dont really noe wat to post .

Oh, School.
Erm, first few weeks of sku was ok for me.
Did not really socialise with peeps.
Guess im still quite shy and did not really noe wat to say.
But im doing fine. Hope it gets better in the future.
Hmm, the modules(Subjects)... are just..
PLAIN BORING FOR GOODNESS SAKE.
ppl say poly life is very carefree and relaxing .
THATS COMPLETELY CRAP.
The modules are so complicated.
Especially the networking one.
The lecturer is just so damn boring.
He just keeps on teaching and teaching
& not even a single joke came out from his mouth.
I always bang my head against the LT's wall. Dun ask me why.
Its not that I have no confidence or I have given up.
But, I think it will be hard for me to pass the modules.
This course is just not for me.
I rather take a design or gaming course.
At least I can be what I wanna be when I grow up.
And not just a programmer,Repairman, Engineer.. etc.
I will see how it goes, If it is really not my cup of tea,
I may quit the module and go to another poly.

WooHoo, StreetDancing audition starts tommorow.
It will be at a forum , which means it will be an open space.
Im already starting to get nervous.
I've never tried dancing or even learn how to dance in my entire life.
& Im just going for the audition tmr, isnt dat stupid? lol.
But its worth trying , U will never noe the outcome unless u try right?
I will see how my passion leads me tmr and I will give it my best shot.
LoL, why am I saying all these .______.
blah blah blah , nvm.

I've decided to change blogskin either this weekend or next week!
ROFLROFLROFL. Im trying not to lie.
ok, thats all. The end. Bye Bye.
Lawl, I wonder whu will read my blog.
Its been so dead since last year. *Aww*
Anyway, Bye Bye ( To my pc ). Its the one reading what I typed.

2010-04-18T16:48:00.002+08:00

" will repost on the 12th " <-- Thats bullshyt. ignore it.
Woohoo im finally posting after so many months.
The reason why im posting today is becuz its the last day of my whole holidays for me.
Sku officially starts tmr. Im so looking forward to it ~
3 months of working and 2 months plus of slacking is enough.
Well i gotta say , I enjoyed the holidays .
Especially the times while i was working at Rws.
Best days of my entire life LOL.
Okay, I will skip the holiday parts.

My poly orientation was shyt man.
Everyone was so quiet and we were like walking robots .
We had to take shots of class photos together
& we had to fake a smile in every shot and pretend dat we are enjoying it.
But obviously we are not la. But in the end , we still get to interact with each other la.
Dats becuz of the same old common ice breaker game. lol.
But it was fun ~ I love games which involves teamwork woohoo.
DHen it ended after we collected our goodie bags.
I was kinda lucky cuz im in the same class as ZhiYew .
Lol , its really such a coincidence.

I have to emphasize on one thing.
Why is my first impression to ppl always got to do with Jimmy Neutron!?
WHY WHY WHY!? Since primary sku til now. I HAD ENOUGH OF THIS.
Which part of my head is big!? HA!? I admit I got a small body.
But my head isnt BIG. There are so many Jimmys' out dere !
Why does it have to be me????LOOOL.

I will update my blog SOON . but not so soon lol.
Lazy to change blogskin now ~.~
Okay , lazy to type anymore.
will post next time , bye bye .

2009-09-29T21:28:00.003+08:00

will be handing over my computer main plug ,
magic poker cards and Psp to my mum in a few min .
Reason: exactly 30 free days for me to chiong for o's.
lol , I felt very motivated after making my own time schedule
for the 30 days left for me to study :D so cannot pray pray alrdy.
So , i will not on9 till 11th nov , where my o's officially end.
will repost on the 12th . So long , Jaa (:

2009-09-17T21:39:00.001+08:00

Fone spoilt , Psp spoilt , maths paper screwed up like hell ,
Hw worst can i get ? .__.
Fucking moody nw . Cant even bring myself to smile.
No mood study poa and chem le .. Prepared to fail tmr . lol

2009-09-08T19:56:00.000+08:00

wtf is wrong wif my computer!!! tmd.

2009-08-21T17:55:00.001+08:00

shucks , im having problems wif blogger
will remake blog soon ._.

2009-08-16T08:15:00.002+08:00

Changed Blogskin woohoo
As u can see , I like the colour "black"
So I wud nt wana have a skin which have bight colours
Hms, what shud my post be about..?
Okay I will start wif my goals!
I Finally set my goals last week after so many years lol.
Eng:B4
Chi:A2
Maths:A1/A2
Sci:B3
CH:B4
Dnt:B4
Poa:?

I decided to enter Singapore polytechnic since sec 2 ,
The year my jie entered Sp.
The reason : "love at first sight"
Not with the girls there , but the sku. lol
Went to open house wif jie during sec 2. The Sku's amazing
Its like so modern-like.
And.. the course I wana enrol in is called "Digital Media".
which cut off point is 18
Last year was 13
I Hoped it doesnt decrease nex yr ._.
But to acheive dat , I need to work harder.
The effort im putting in my studies currently , is not enough.
So, Ive decided to stay back after sku on every weekdays ,
although mr chan ols asked me to stay back during mon and fri .
Cuz thrs onli 71 days left and it terrifies me .
The prep exam gave me the drive to work even harder ,
I duno why .. lol.

Now.. time to post about yesterday.
woke up at 8.30,
cycled to Sku at 9 and met up with zhi yew for maths remedial.
went straight up to our class but it was locked.
went to study area but thr was nobody.
went back down to staffroom and canteen,
but thr was no sight of mr chan and our classmates.
so I started to call and sms my classmates for the details.
But no one noes. so, we cycled to westmall
and had our breakfast there. Eggs , kaya and butter toast and tea! :D
And someone smsed me and said dat the remedial starts at 10.30.
Shucks. So we chiong back to sku and went straight up to our class again.
Once we entered the class , there were onli 2 ppl present.
Mr chan sitting on the chair , shaking leg , reading newspaper ,
and Liyana doing her work . LOL
We sat down and Mr chan asked us to do unit 1.2 ,
which is temperature , compound and simple interest .
Damn, I dun like that chapter.
My sec 1 and sec 2 maths sux to the core.
Thats why I always fail my maths exam when its a full paper.
So i mus stay back to revise my sec 1 and 2 work ! >: ( no time to waste.
Remedial lasted till 12.45 . Thats OT
Reason was becuz he talked to us about our future ,
and what if we failed our maths and etc..
lololol he always mention " Later you ITE ols cannot go ah! "
Its hilarious . I will giggle everytime he says dat.
hms, went back to wm and walked around.
Shopped for a hat to cover our hair when we are cycling.
I remembered i had a hat at home , so I did not buy.
After he bought his , we went to the lib and did our ten yr series again.
Went back home at 5. Exhausted.
slept for 1 hr , Switched on my com.
Continued to edit my blog template.
Had dinner at 7.30 .
Zhi jun then called to ask me whether I wana cycle around ,
with him , his father and Zhi Jie.
I was bored at that time , so I went to find them.
we were playing hide and seek arnd the estate while riding . lol
It was fun :D Its the 1st time i tried smthing like dat.
And then we cycled along the path next to bukit batok nature reserve
and near railway road . Thr were no lights thr
thus, vision was unclear . Zhi jie was the lead , while i was second.
and we went down a steep slope . I like how the wind
I like how the wind brush against my face . Its super cooling.
But unfortunately , while riding halfway down the slope .
I lost control suddenly and fell .
I still dunno the cause of it cuz I dun see any obstacle thr. Creepy.
After I fell , my vision started to dissappear . And I cant hear anything.
Everything was pitch black around me . I thought I went blind.
But after awile , my vision started to came back ,
and I can slowly hear their voices.
I laid down and rest for about 15 mins.
There were about a dozen of wounds and cuts on my right arm
One of them was a very deep cut cuz I can see my nerve in that cut.
Thr were ols 5 cuts on my knee . All my blood was continuously flowing out.
Its super gross and the pain was unbearable.
So I tried to cycle back slowly , despite the pain.
Went up to their hse for immediate treatment.
Washed my wounds wif water and it was 2x painful .
My tears almost flowed out . Thr was blood everywhere on the toilet floor.
It was the most painful experience in my life.
Then , i went to their living room and their mum
applied disinfectant liquid and powder to all my wounds.
I appreciated their hospitality and thanked them several times.
Went back home to rest , trying not to allow my parents to be aware of this
but its impossible to hide , so I will tell my mum later in the afternoon.
Hope she dun sell away my bike for the 2nd time lol .
I noticed one thing . Its was very auspicious.
My left hand was paralysed last month becuz of my vein.
Now , something happened to my right arm and knee.
Whats next? .__.
*touch wood* I hope nothing will happen in the future .
I mus not let anything happen to me before my olevels, grrr.
Okay thats all i wana post , Jaa-ne.

2009-08-12T20:47:00.007+08:00

Im Currently watching America's Got Talent 2009 videos
on youtube and im loving it.
The show is funny,touching and simply amazing :D
I like how some performers surprise me wif their talent,
eg. Dancing , funny acts , singing , etc.
Anyway, this is a random post lol.
will be posting soon, ciaos!

2009-07-28T18:42:00.001+08:00

Been quite some time since I last posted.
I was too lazy and busy to post
Was stressed out this month . I cant imagine how next month will be like.
89 more days to olevel. darn.
6 hours of tuition a week. Sku hours extended due to Dnt and remedials.
I often get headaches but I will get thru it somehow.
well, hope i can cope wif it later on..

okay, tdy I had 3 class tests.
chinese , social studies and mathematics.
unable to complete the chinese paper becuz I dun hve the mood to finish.
So i chit chat wif papa.
unable to complete the social studies paper becuz i wrote too much.
Able to finish mathematics paper , but I screwed up.
the 1st question , i did not noe thrs a table above the graph.
so for the table question , i got the whole thing rong.
Such an unlucky day for tests.
but enjoyed during Pe.
it was my 2nd time im roller skating in my life.
Im able to speed up a lil. Starting to get the momentum.
Its quite similar to ice skating but i like ice skating more.
I missed ice skating lol. ive not been going for like .. 1 year + le.
But i luv cycling most. My bike was stolen last year.
So did not get to ride a bike nowadays.
But the good thing was that my dad promised me to buy for me a new bike
for my bdae present :D
so.. after the remedial , i went straight to dnt to pass up my artefact.
And played psp there till 5+ and den headed home wif johnson and joseph.
Im addicted to a psp game called monster hunter . Its super duper wuper fun ~
Will be multiplaying wif papa and sharvin tmr . Maybe johnson too.
okay.. so i went straight home and now, im posting.
7-9pm later , i will be doing my maths ten year series.
9-10pm , watch channel 8 .
10~ , play my psp till im exhausted.
Ok thats all . jaa-ne.

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2009-06-28T18:12:00.004+08:00

-Last day of holiday-
What I did tdy? ..
Holiday assignments .
Damn, Why dont the ministry just give us anth 1 week break !?
Woke up at 11. Ytd was worst , at 12.
Guessed its becuz Im nt ready to face reality.
Im seriously nt used to facing the life im going thru rite nw. Idk why.
was nt in the mood to do anything this weekend.
and when will my coughing stop? .__.
Ive been coughing non stop since wednesday.
Okay, Back to th topic.
Woke up at 11 , Switched on th com.
Listened to classical and soothing music while doing my assignments.
I tend to focus more when I listen to them.
My jie went into my room to study for her test tmr
becuz she heard th music . lol .
wrote 2hrs nonstop for th essay . *Hand Vibrates*
Ate Laksa for lunch . Woo~
Drank Nescafe Latte after that . Woo~
Result: Lao Sai =__= woo~
My butt feels itchy after i lao sai LOL. its kinda weird when i sat down.
(Sry for those whu jus ate when reading this post )
Continued my work until 6 and now im posting ^^
Dun hve much to say .. well.. this is hw i spent my last day .
im gonna play pangya on my psp till very late later! >
I wana enjoy the last min I have :D hohos.
And GF! i noe u visited my blog rite? .
Isaw ur tag on johnson's blog .
Sry for nt having a tagboard lol. Eu wud nt want to noe th reason.
And long time no see :D
Okay Last but not least.
th one i went out with to vivo was nt my girlfren!
She was just my gan mei and shes just primary 6 ._.
So to my real life jie : Dun get mistaken >:(
Okay, Thats all . Jaa - nah

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In my eyes...
The saying that you're the only one I see. . .
That, I believe is a lie.
In my eyes, I see a lot of people. . .
But throughout that group of people,
I only search for you. . .

2009-06-24T17:45:00.019+08:00

Woo. Im finally posting.
Someone said guys are veh lazy to post , well dats true :x
Went back to sku almost everyday during this holiday .
Totally exhausted everyday after sku . Especially last 3 weeks.
When i haf to go back to sku for D&T . Damnn
This week hafta go back to sku for the cca thingy . Tiring.
Ok so.. basically i will post about things which happened tdy and ytd.
Yesterday -
Morning woke up .
Played audi with Johnson and Joseph for a few rounds of Beat Up.
Veh long nv play Beat up x_x
Bathe after that , And preparing to go out .
Took th mrt to Outram Park . Waited thr for her.
She said she went to cut her hair , so she will be late .
So i waited thr and listened to songs in my hp (:
And then .. She came . so i went to search for her lol.
Found her near the escalator and we walked to vivo city .
Went to candy empire :D ( th 1st shop i will enter whnever i go vivo )
I Cnt resist my temptation for candies and chocolates LOL.
so bought some chocolates and treated her some too :D
So we walked around , And whenever We Walked past eurasians ..
She will say "Ang moh!" LOL. She said ang moh very Beautiful o.o
And then we walked up to the pet shop , where i bought my hamsters
Took pictures (: I Love taking pictures lol.
After that went to Daiso to buy snacks and drinks.
Bought Coffee and apple juice.
Caramel corn snack and a peanut thingy wrapped wif seaweed
which she recommended .
She bought banana chips .
So we went to sit at a corner near the water pool upstairs.
Its so windy up thr :D Its not hot anymore.
So we ate our snacks thr and chit chat and Took pics.
Went to th National Geographic Shop which looks like a museum to me.
I thot it was a museum at first , so we went in tgt .
Th price of the items thr was too expensive ._. I was like "woah =O"
So we went out and noticed a horse which was displayed infront of the shop .
I thot it was a fossil , and then she Lead me to the discription .
It was a wooden horse and it was SOLD. lol It sure is expensive
Went to Toys R Us . Walked arnd. Tried on some of the toys which stated,
"Try Me!" LOL. Our itchy Hands >:D
and then i bought "grow in the dark stars" which I pasted them on my room ceiling.
Okay We left wif a lil bit of time so we decided to View the scenery .
Sat tgt and took pics again :D Sentosa!
But the Construction works Spoiled th whole scenery ._.
Okay went downstairs . And Took pics of th magnificent water fountain :D
(if im nt wrong , its a fountain :l )
She went forward to touch the water .
I was standing at a corner because i do not want to get drench ._.
Budden she ask me to accompany her. So i followed and touched the water .
And then she go splash me LOL so i splash her back >: D
After that 4 korean girls asked me to take a shot of dem wif the fountain.
And i agreed. took 2 shots. And then they asked me whether i wan to take wif dem.
i rejected ._. Cuz i dun take pics wif strangers lol.
And i didnt noe She was taking a pic of me helping the korean girls to take a photo.
Rahhs!* >: (
Lastly we took pictures of us tgt wif our hp before we go home.
Our phone is th same model ! W910i hohos.
Waited for th MRT wif her and den Bid each other farewell (:
Enjoyed th day .

Today-
Went to sku wif Johnson For D&t .
So tiring and boring ._. Th coursework sux.
After that we went to 213 to wait for Eng teck and Afi.
And then we walked to westmall tgt.
Everytime we go out .. thrs like nth for us to do x.x
So we went to the lib and read some books.
Eng teck and Afi borrowed Some.
And then went downstairs to buy lunch :D
Johnson and I Bought sushi and Bubble tea .
So we went to a nearby hdb estate and sat tgt at the void deck
Had our lunch thr and slacked thr till we go home.
We were like emo teens .__.
Went home aft dat , Bathe and Took a short nap .
Now posting :D ok thats all . Jaa

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I learned the hard way tht
love isnt all abt the happiness n memories you get with the person;
but it's also about the hurt that comes with it,
and realizing tht despite their flaws and imperfections,
you've learned to love them just the way they are.

2009-05-17T22:18:00.004+08:00

Lol.Im finally posting.
Had fun these few weeks , bt at the same time Its was tough for me too .
Lazy to list all these things out ~
So I will onli post about these few days .
Hmm.. Friday went to bugis street with frens After the exam .
Bought a new white bermudas :D Bought takos :DD
After that went to plaza sing to shop lol. Went home after that.
Sat went to Jurong Point to shop and eat.
Ate "Short John Golden ( Long John Silver ) " For lunch LOL.
We were laughing over that.
Walked around.. and then.. FHM Finalist were standing on the stage LOL
Saw alot Lao ah peks Using camera to snap pics of them .
Lol. Mostly boys and men were crowding arnd the area .
Johnson and I were standing at a corner . Not interested In all these .
Cuz i will feel very paiseh .
Thn aft dat went to arcade .
I HATE going to the arcade .__.
Becuz I hate noisy and crowded places and for some reason..
So I Leaned on the railing outside the arcade alone while my frens were inside.
Thn my cousin smsed me and said that she saw me.
Thn all of a sudden .. She n her frens run past me without saying hello ==
I duno why the hell dey run for wat .
After that went back to Westmall again Due to boredom.
Went to Arcade again x_x Damn
I was carrying Papa's Guitar all the way from Jp to westmall lol .
It suits my outfit and my size :D
Afi played guitar hero .. while i played my psp. lol
Leaned on the speed hockey machine with johnson . We were bored lol.
Den a group of 2 boys and a girl walked past us.
That girl stared and smiled at me for no reason
Johnson told me She was looking at me for a long time lol
And then.. I realized..
She was kinda familiar.. LOL blahblahblah~
Okay went home to sleep for 1 hr.
And then went to mac wif Johnson for Dinner.
He was such a generous person ^^ Lent me $ lol.
Went home , watched Boys before flowers wif mum and jie.
Sunday morning woke up at 7am .
Went dwnstairs to play bball with the goh brothers LOL and johnson.
Made new frens with sichun sec de :D
Went home for breakfast . Macdonalds again . ~
Played com . Tuition.
Went out with family to suntec after 5pm . Shop around . Dinner.
Went home aft 9.
Today went to westmall wif frens again. We were like so bored ~
Cuz gt nth to do.
So went to my hse to slack instead. Played cards and com ~
Lol. tomoro exams results .__.
I cfm die.. I wrote craps in my poa n phy paper. haiz.
Anyway, Malaysia confirmed 1 case of H1N1 le.
I predicted that next month or july.. sku's gonna close down LOL.
Hope it doesn't . I dun wana fail my olvls.
Okay.. thats all . Jaa

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Love isn't something you choose,
It's something that takes over you.

2009-03-22T22:19:00.007+08:00

Wee~ 3 buffet dinner meals for this holiday.
1st was last sat , With my family, biao ge and mei and my ahma.
Went to Sakura at Orchard Road.
Oishii desu~ ;D
Im Addicted to buffet meals . lol.
Becuz im learning how to eat.. I mean the quantity of food
Im always the slowest and the one who eats the least food among all my frens.
After that , Went to mt.Faber at harbourfront to view the scenery together.
Cuz my ah ma live around dhere.
walked up the hill for like 15 mins. Super exhausted.
But it somehow helps in my digestion.
Im totally stuffed.
Sat on the summit and viewed the scenery. Its beautiful :D
My Biao mei is the annoying one. Kip pestering me to take photos of her.
kor and jie is chatting tgt happily at one corner .
Ahma and my parents are laughing away.
.______________.

2nd buffet dinner was at kuishin-bo at Jurong Point on Thursday.
Went with Sean tham, Hong wei , Wei qian and Zhi Yew.
$42.90 For jus 1 person for a buffet dinner.
We are all complaining aft the meal. >:(
Lol Bt its worth it lah.
Cus the food dere was nice.
We were playing with the wasabi.
Sean Tham started it by puting the wasabi on Hong's Wei food
When he left his seat to take more food.
Zhi yew puke out everything when it was his turn to be the victim.
Its hilarious. We were laughing like mad :D
After the meal, Walked around Jurong Point
For digesting purposes.
After that , went home by bus.

3rd Buffet meal was today ! xD
Opposite NUS. Sakura.
Played Basketball for 2hrs wif my friends dwnstairs.
Dad Fetched me at 5.30.
Arrived at Lot 1 At 6.
Fetched Jie from work at 6.30
Shes Selling perfume at BHG and she gave some :D Thankiew. Its for men de of cuz.
Went to fetch er jie after that at cck ols.
She wear until like she jus woke up from slp like dat.
I dun like girl who wears too casually .__.
Arrived at Sakura at 7.
Sat at table 55 .
Enjoyed the food. Dory fishes , Chicken chop , Sushis and many more.
Took a few pics using jie's hp.
I look Stupid wif the chef statue ==
After the meal, Dad drove us around singapore
For digesting purposes again.
Went to NTU , Vivo , Pasir Ris , and back to bukit batok again.
Boring. =__=
I Learnt one thing today.
Time flies extremely fast.
I feel like i dun hve much time left.
I Need to find my purpose in life.. And strive for it.
How I wished time could slow down, Jus awile wud be better.
Its best if time could turned back.
Lol. Impossible.
Exhausted. gonna slp soon. Skus up tomoro. cya.